The hurt or pain or loss of something causes us to close up. Maybe the first reaction is to go inside walls, step back, retreat. The next stage is the impulse where you push back anyone that tries to come closer, or tries to break in.
We deny our vulnerability, our need .. maybe thinking it as a way forward or one way to gain strength. But what if instead of repeling and contracting inside walls and clenching our chests we expand it. Engulfing our hearts into it, making it into a gigantic ballon that first encircles yourself, like a 3d view,expanding the frequency of pain of individual to enormity of the whole sitaution, then to the enormity of this world, out in the universe to the extent this becomes like a dot in the outer world. Enternity! Freeing itself from a singular moment.
What if this heals.. ?
We deny our vulnerability, our need .. maybe thinking it as a way forward or one way to gain strength. But what if instead of repeling and contracting inside walls and clenching our chests we expand it. Engulfing our hearts into it, making it into a gigantic ballon that first encircles yourself, like a 3d view,expanding the frequency of pain of individual to enormity of the whole sitaution, then to the enormity of this world, out in the universe to the extent this becomes like a dot in the outer world. Enternity! Freeing itself from a singular moment.
What if this heals.. ?
I FEEL, FASTING IN SUMMER IS HARD
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