Remembrin' Saima

It's been whole one year that you are gone Dear Friend, can't say didn't realise your absence.Since that would mean didn't notice the void that your absence has left in my life... But true it is,that whole last one year I was surrounded with your laughter, full of life...echoing in my ears, your beautiful, beautiful smile that would lift loads off my mind,your voice with notes of concern, love, friendship, care ... your precision, your noticing small details the appreciation for nature and beauty which ordinary people neglected, although you were not so blessed to appreciate as we are but yet you were never unthankful as We are .. All your memories still fresh in mind. How could you be gone? How could you be gone so quickly without even letting say a proper goodbye... 

The whole year I have been thinking of writing something for ya!Something about your vibrant personality,your charisma that never failed to touch others, and most of all your humble nature but every time I tried nothing felt right.No words can ever do justice to beautiful "you" Saimi! So many people have written beautiful things about you and yet there I was struggling to write even one single line worth mentioning... And with time I realized for me it wasn't writing beautiful things about you and telling the world about you. There are plenty of people on the job!it just came down to cherishing your time in my life. You would be missed everyday as i live life in and out, you would always be the part of my life ,one of the best things that happened to me... I really Thank Allah SWT for bringing a wonderful friend like you in my life,a kind beautiful soul... Stay in peace and we'll meet InshaAllah in Jannah.

The way I miss you is different now, I don't think about forever I just don't know how.I miss your face, your laugh and your smile, It seems like a lifetime, though its just been a while

Its been a year since I heard the news that Oh so terrible day.I never thought id lose you ''I'm not going anywhere'' I'd heard you say.

But you did, your gone... there's no getting you back.At Least I have my memories..of which I know for sure there is no lack!

I miss you so much, there's still a void in my heart.I just wish we could have lived our lives not ever having to be apart.I've given up wishing you'd come back to fill this hole.You put it there a year ago when your body left your soul.

I know your gone I just wish I'd known.So that the last time I spoke with you I could have kept you on the phone.I'd have told you how much I loved you and how forever I'd know your smile.And how I didn't think I could live without you.. not even for a while.

Although your gone and out of sight your definitely not out of mind.You've flown away and not through choice you left us all behind.

I hope you know we still think of you and how much you meant to us.And how you made me feel the way that now your gone...no-one else does.

It's been a year and it's safe to say, I still think about you everyday, I might not hope or even pray I just love and miss you in my own special way ...(My best friend forever you will always stay.)